Nothing to say, just drunk and high and spamming this subreddit because it feels like home even though some of you think im stupid sorry please understand.

by PANTSTANTS

36 Comments

  1. aw fuck, man.

    i’m so sorry for your loss. make sure you talk to someone about it. I’m here, we’re here. there are professionals, too. the texting is good, too, it helps, but I’m not sure it’s enough.

    sending you love, u/PANTSTANTS shoot me a message anytime buddy

    love ya <3

  2. housecherryplant

    Bless his soul. I know this feeling. It’ll be okay.

    We don’t think you’re stupid ❤️

  3. Megnuggets

    Sorry for your loss. The industry takes some of the best people far too early.  Remember the good times.  I’ll click my tongs in his honor tonight. 

  4. welchplug

    Unfortunately, I can relate too well. Stay tough man.

  5. Enigma_Stasis

    I sent an angry joke message to an old friend and didn’t hear anything back from him for over a year, still sent him heys and whatnot here and there.

    His wife informed me a few months ago through his Facebook that he had passed and I still can’t get over it.

    I owe that fucker 2 beers, how’s he gonna up and dip on me like that?

  6. Lancewater

    I used to write my homies letters and not send them. It helped.

  7. Fungibiguy420

    That hit hard bro I. Sorry my guy I got the same thing to say to my best but no place to send it

  8. cool_sex_falcon

    I felt this on a personal level man. I hope things get better, sorry about your friend.

  9. sorry for your loss .

    but i want to say thank you, because i’ve been feeling super low, to the point of not wanting to be here . and your texts to him, have finally kinda put it into perspective what some people would feel if i wasn’t here . i really appreciate it a lot . you have no fucking clue what you have done to this random internet stranger . i thank you so fucking much . much love .

  10. 20lbWeiner

    Still text mine from time to time too. Sorry for your loss.

  11. Not stupid at all. Just being human.

    I’m 46yo, my parents are dead, I have no sibs, no kids, no close friends anymore (they’re all either dead, distant, or on dope) and I’ve been single for 15 years. I cry multiple times a day.

    Being human fucking sucks. I wish I was some hot chick’s dog.

  12. Fragrant-Reading-409

    Chin up dude. Its hard out there and worse when the good ones bounce early. Lost a good one myself a few years ago and still think of shit he’d laugh at before I remember he’s gone. It doesnt get easier but you get better at living with it.

  13. BobGnarly159

    Nothing hits as hard as losing kitchen family. I am so damn sorry.

  14. Distinct_Subject8296

    I also lost my best friend, I understand the mixed bag of emotions very well. I am so sorry for your loss friend, you are never alone, they are always with you. ❤️

  15. cynical-rationale

    I’ve sent many texts like that to my deceased older brother. Sounds about right lol

  16. Alarmed-Experience53

    i hope your doing ok pal. unfortunately, even our favorite people (including ourselves) have to go eventually… go party pal. If we look down at those performing in life today when we pass, give that motherfucker a party to remember forever.

  17. Whyte_Dynamyte

    Sorry, dude. I’ve been there and it sucks. Keep on keeping on.

  18. Potato-Drama808

    I feel you man, my best friend of 18 years passed last month at 33. It has been hard but I think stuff like this help. I hope it gets easier and his memory lives on with you forever <3

  19. Remote-Canary-2676

    I’ll pour one out for the homie tonight. Too damn broke to pour it anywhere but in my mouth but I’ll do it in honor of Chef Braiden. Cheers bro.

  20. notadolphinn

    Losing friends is rough shit. Really hope wherever he is now he’s having a blast and seeing your texts with a smile. Pouring one out for him tonight for you man

  21. pantsoncrooked

    I feel this. I never hit send on the text, but I sure as hell typed em. I hope you can find your peace.

  22. jonesing247

    86 Braiden, Heard.

    Keep talking to him. Let him know you’re coming around hot, or sharp, or behind. Never stop calling out “corner” for Braiden until you’re ready to. No shame in that, bud. I promise. Do what you gotta do, but please talk to people. Being open about your pain and grief allows others to do the same. Don’t be afraid to say his name out loud. It keeps his memory more vivid. Stay in touch with the people in your life that truly give a fuck about you, and keep giving a fuck about them in return.

    Just keep doing your best, bro. Grieve your own way and honor your friend as best you can. I’ve been through this shit too. I’d give anything to give a few guys an update on my life right now and hear their words of encouragement, or just hear them laugh at how fucking stupid I’ve been. Not being able to do that hurts like nothing else, but I’m going to keep going because they’d all be furious if I gave up now, or ever. They still got my back, man. So does Braiden. And so do a bunch of people that are still here and are ready to fuckin role with you.

    I love ya, friend. Do your thing today, just keep getting up tomorrow.

  23. HeightExtra320

    Tears walking in , 2 top 🫠 🌹

    Sorry for the loss brother, stay strong man 🫂

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